THE STAR CAFE

Haih…… Haih….. I have no idea that what can I do except for sighing. Well, I have just moved into my new house which is located at Parmeston Street. It’s a nice place which is well decorated and maintained by the owner. Honestly, I like the environment of this current place. Grapes, oranges, lemons and especially chili padi(haha^^ my top priority) can be found in the garden. An excellent view from my room windows is actually my main reason of moving into this house as it looks more like a home than a rented house. It seemed to be a comfortable place for me to study and to stay at. But surprisingly, I’m sighing but not cheering. Alright, it’s not really a big matter. This is the matter of how do I handle my inner journey. I wouldn’t want to elaborate about this matter. I will just take it as a challenge.

Things are not as easy as what we have expected. I knew that I am a sensitive person. Well, it might be a good thing, but it might not be. When someone says something, I think that he or she might have had this thought before. I found it true for most of the people. Of course, I can’t conclude that everyone acts this way. Today, I have actually acted calmly. I would say that this is the day that I have acted most calmly in my life, seriously. Most of the things seemed to be happening ridiculously within these few days(yes…I sound sarcastic, and I do!!).

A new inner journey, I have just undergone. Life, people, behaviors, actions, attitudes, mindset, environments, pressures(eg. Peer pressure), and also self consciousness are all connected tightly. If any of these changes slightly, our life will be affected too, either it’s a huge or a minor change. Hmmmm…… a good day(as in the weather), a worse day(as in I have cried today). It has been a long time that I don’t cry since I have broken up with my ex boyfriend. Well, it was hard for me to get through it. And now, interpersonal skills are important to me. The process of building up my own character is actually an important lesson for me to learn as people take their whole life time to find out what’s life. Why do they want to spend time on this?

Alright, I will elaborate this part some other time. And it’s time to bed!! Nitez^^