THE STAR CAFE

It's FRIDAY!!!! Hurray!!! I was so looking forward for today. I'm gonna have a free week!!! Haha^^ I checked the weather forecast yesterday and it said that it's gona rain today. Fortunately, it didn't rain. But it's kinda cold these few days. Yesterday was raining for the whole day and I have forgotten to bring my umbrella. Was so wet. Anyway, I brought my umbrella today and was thinking that it's gonna rain. I was rushing to the bus stop in this morning when I grabed the bus. I came out late and the bus arrived there as soon I came out from house. Thanks Mr. Bus Driver. He saw me dashing to the bus stop with my messy hair^^, he waited for me.

I went did my maths quiz yesterday night and I got the 3rd question wrong for twice. Damn. Got so fed up and decided to do it in the afternoon as I'm having 3 hours break after my maths lecture. I spent my break doing the maths quiz and maths tutorial. A bit tired...and I have forgotten to prepare lunch to bring to uni today. Bought some food from cafeteria. Got sausage with mash. It costed me 5.50bux. It's considered cheap. It usually costs 7.90. Anyway, the sausages(beef) were pretty good. I wonder how they cook the sauce.... it is..... IT JUST TASTED REALLY GOOD^^

I came back at 3.30pm just now and was watching the Moonlight Resonance. I fell asleep and woke up at 5pm. I invited Wan Zhi and Sue to have dinner tonight. They promised. But Sue changed her mind as she has quite a load of work to complete. She asked me to take away for her and I went to the city with Wan Zhi. It was so windy outside and Wan Zhi told me that she has got 4 layers of clothing on her. Haha^^ Crazy!!! It was really cold, but 4layers!!! Too much aye. I have got 2 layers only(excluding bra)^^ We arrived the city at 6pm I guess. Surprisingly, the restaurant was not really crowded. I think it's because of the terrible weather that we have and most people would rather stay at home.

Well, something popped out in my mind in a sudden. I feel so lucky to study over here. I'm actually undergoing a project on the enhancement of technology in Cambodia. This project is brought out by EWB and it's really a meaningful thing to work on. It is found that they are earning 50USD per year for each person. You could see how hard their lives are. I used to meet up with a few elderly at the bus stop. They have all white hair and having a recycle bag in their arms, they do their groceries shopping. Oh yea..... I met an old lady that day. She was saying that her husband is in one of the old folks home and her son is sending her there as well. She sounded a bit depressed, I could see from her eyes. Her son is going to Malaysia and might spend some time over there. In order to make sure that his mum is safe and fine, he decided to send her there. I wonder if that's the right choice for this situation. It might be, but it might not be.

It's uncertain to make a decision without thinking. To an old lady, she might think of spending more time with her children. I have a very selfish thinking previously. I planned to not going back to Penang anymore after I graduate. I felt bad at the moment as I have never thought of Mum's feeling. She used to tell me that I'm the motivator for her to work harder. To be honest, I felt a bit annoying. But, I don't know why. Maybe of the incidents that happened recently. I miss my family. Serious.... In life, it's very important for each person to appreciate and love their family. The most precious thing in life is family. There is nothing important other than family. Thinking back, in my memory, none of my memory is related to Dad. I remembered someone said to me, "Hey.... you're the girl who doesn't have a father". My tears dropped out immediately. That was the first time I felt so hurt, I swear. Anyway, I would like to thank to the person who said that to me. This is because she has given me a chance to get through one of the obstacles in my life. It seemed to be cruel and rude, but I have learnt a very significant lesson in my life. I remembered that I cried for about half an hour(non-stop). --- Mi, don't feel bad that you couldn't give me a good father. I have never put the blame on you, coz I know you love me the most. Really.... Don't ever blame yourself, it's just that he doesn't deserve to have such a great wife like you.

Mum just called me just now. Saying that Koko is going to our house to fix the LCD that she has just bought from him. Weee~~~~ huge screen!!!!!!! Thanks mum!! You're the best mum in the world!! Love you~~~

Mum's online. Gonna talk to her through skype!!!